Eye-opener

My Personal Niagara Falls for 20 Minutes

My Personal Niagara Falls for 20 Minutes

Have you ever had the experience when certain things in this world bring you awe? As a continuation of yesterday’s thought of opening your eyes to see more of what’s around you, these eye-opening views are just too obvious to miss. The photo shown above used to be my Facebook cover photo, during my one-day trip to the United States on reading week in 2013. I arrived at Niagara Falls at around 6:30 pm when all the souvenir shops are shut down and there was noone at the falls on the U.S. side, except me. Although it was way below freezing there, having the Niagara Falls to myself for 20 minutes is an experience that I will never forget. However, although my eyes were wide open at that time, I was blind.

Many have wondered how long I have been living this spiritual life and what has changed me to commit to God to this extent. Here is my recent testimony (I will share my life-death testimony some other day). Although I was already a born-again baptized Christian, I was spiritually drained out due to the stress the University of Toronto Engineering Science program as put me under. Being exposed to mediocre grades as compared to 95+ averages in high school, it was depressing and demotivating. Last year from September to December, I was really down spiritually and I kept that to myself. It got to a point when sermons at our church started to not make any sense. The only thing I kept on doing that made me feel like a Christian was praying, and although I would forget to pray sometimes up to 3 days, I would pray for God to pull me closer to Him.

It was not until I suddenly messaged a sister one day for matters that are unimportant and she invited me to go to a winter retreat for the fellowship at her church. This church was the church I “grew up” in when I was a primary school student. I used to only go to church for children’s choir and nothing else. Although I was returning the night before the retreat from Atlanta, Georgia, I felt a push to go. In the beginning of the retreat, things were still not making sense. The Pastor was talking about how God will be present at our retreat and we would observe miracles happening, in my mind, I was thinking to myself, “There’s noone with cancer or some kind of deadly disease or disability, how can we see miracles?” This proved how drained out my spiritual mindset was. The second day of the retreat, it was -30°C so the nature prayer walk was cancelled but for some reason, I insisted on going out. During that walk, the surroundings were completely static due to the lack of animals (all were hibernating) and I walked up to this frozen lake. We had a small pamphlet that told us to pray and listen to God. I was silent and listened to God.

Then all of a sudden, I realized all of these jaw-dropping, eye-opening views are views of God’s creation, especially the view I saw can be under Genesis 9. This was the start of a complete change in perspective of life. The Book of Genesis is not just a story where we learn the basics of Christianity, it should be applicable to our daily lives just as any other Scripture. As 2 Timothy 3:16-17 states that Scripture is breathed out by God, living by Scripture is recognizing God and if you take it to the next level, loving God (Matthew 22:37). Therefore, I challenge you my lovely brothers and sisters to question the perspective you perceive this world. If you have not read the Book of Genesis, start from the first chapter, it is at the very beginning of your Bible! Are you recognizing God’s presence in any scene in this world?

Blindness

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I usually don’t call myself blind, until I have to go searching for my glasses. -3.25 and -3.50, my vision is not that bad compared to some of my friends but I can hardly see anything without my glasses. I realized that more when it took me around 15 minutes to search for my glasses. However, even if you had perfect 20/20 vision, how much can you see? How far can you see?

Right after I found my glasses, I was thinking to myself about my limited vision. However, God Almighty can see anything, the Holy Spirit is present everywhere in the world he and he can see everywhere, even inside you (Psalm 139). Moreover, He can do anything He wishes to.

Now if this was a person on earth, what do you think he would do? He can rob all your money, mess around with your life, make you his slave, mess around with your life. Now don’t worry, my brothers and sisters because our God is nothing like that. Although our sole purpose of our lives is to bring Glory to His name (Isaiah 43:7), He is a good God and He loves us. He is a fair God too and cannot tolerate any sin (wrongdoings) in our lives and every wrongdoing we commit is subject to punishment and eternal damnation. However, He loves us so much that keeping His fairness, God the Father sent His Son Jesus to die for our sins so that we do not need to suffer eternal damnation as that has been already taken care of. What more can you ask for?

Looking back at myself on a note I posted 2 years ago during Christmas, I see that I am not as blind as before. Through the journey God is leading me through, I can see more and more with my growing faith and cultivated heart through Scripture, Prayer and Worship. If you open your eyes and heart to God, He will provide you with more and more to see and admire in awe.

Therefore, I challenge you brothers and sisters to look into yourself. What can you see? How much can you see? And what are things that you could see but probably missed out on?