Timothy

Things that are neither Bright nor Beautiful

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Reflecting from yesterday’s hymn “All Things Bright and Beautiful”, it reminds me of the time I have stumbled upon the thought: What about things that I feel are not bright and beautiful? Are these not creations of God? Is this hymn just blaspheming about things that are Bright and Beautiful and completely ignoring the things that are not?

When we think of this, we have to keep in mind that God is good and fair. Scriptures such as  Matthew 7:11, Matthew 19:17, Romans 5:8, John 3:16 and John 15:12 describe the goodness of God and how He loves us. But why do we have people ranting on about how miserable their lives are? Why does God put these people in those situations.

Last Sunday, I was having lunch at Village by the Grange. There was this elderly black lady sitting in front of me, constantly talking. For a moment, I thought that she was calling someone on her phone but later, I realized she was ranting about living on community housing and how the world is messed up. I was eating my beef Pho when I felt a type of spiritual unrest for her. I felt like she needed God and peace, and I felt the urge to give her one of those ESV Economy Bibles I carry around. I finished my bowl of noodles and confronted her with the Bible, she thanked me and told me she already has one and asked me to give it to someone else on her behalf. Then I asked her if I could pray for her and she agreed.

These days, I often invite the Holy Spirit to lead me in prayer so that I pray for things that the Holy Spirit wants and not what I want in my life. During the prayer, I prayed for this lady to receive more foresight by looking into God to strengthen her soul. I thanked God for giving her these challenges as we understand that we should rejoice at times of trial as the testing of your faith produces perseverance and that perseverance must finish its work so that we may be mature and complete, not lacking anything (James 1:2-4). God wants the best of us and providing us with these challenges or things that are not bright and beautiful, He is setting us up to receive His everlasting fruits He will bless us after this short-termed life in this world (And it was actually from the prayer where I came up with the name of this site). After the prayer, the lady stopped ranting and was smiling until she left the area. Praise the Lord!

Now my lovely brothers and sisters, ask yourselves, “What is your attitude when you are faced with trials and temptations? Are you allowing God to make you perfect by developing your perseverance? Is your foresight perhaps blinded by the current situations that arise and in your mind act as a barrier between God and you?”

Eye-opener

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My Personal Niagara Falls for 20 Minutes

My Personal Niagara Falls for 20 Minutes

Have you ever had the experience when certain things in this world bring you awe? As a continuation of yesterday’s thought of opening your eyes to see more of what’s around you, these eye-opening views are just too obvious to miss. The photo shown above used to be my Facebook cover photo, during my one-day trip to the United States on reading week in 2013. I arrived at Niagara Falls at around 6:30 pm when all the souvenir shops are shut down and there was noone at the falls on the U.S. side, except me. Although it was way below freezing there, having the Niagara Falls to myself for 20 minutes is an experience that I will never forget. However, although my eyes were wide open at that time, I was blind.

Many have wondered how long I have been living this spiritual life and what has changed me to commit to God to this extent. Here is my recent testimony (I will share my life-death testimony some other day). Although I was already a born-again baptized Christian, I was spiritually drained out due to the stress the University of Toronto Engineering Science program as put me under. Being exposed to mediocre grades as compared to 95+ averages in high school, it was depressing and demotivating. Last year from September to December, I was really down spiritually and I kept that to myself. It got to a point when sermons at our church started to not make any sense. The only thing I kept on doing that made me feel like a Christian was praying, and although I would forget to pray sometimes up to 3 days, I would pray for God to pull me closer to Him.

It was not until I suddenly messaged a sister one day for matters that are unimportant and she invited me to go to a winter retreat for the fellowship at her church. This church was the church I “grew up” in when I was a primary school student. I used to only go to church for children’s choir and nothing else. Although I was returning the night before the retreat from Atlanta, Georgia, I felt a push to go. In the beginning of the retreat, things were still not making sense. The Pastor was talking about how God will be present at our retreat and we would observe miracles happening, in my mind, I was thinking to myself, “There’s noone with cancer or some kind of deadly disease or disability, how can we see miracles?” This proved how drained out my spiritual mindset was. The second day of the retreat, it was -30°C so the nature prayer walk was cancelled but for some reason, I insisted on going out. During that walk, the surroundings were completely static due to the lack of animals (all were hibernating) and I walked up to this frozen lake. We had a small pamphlet that told us to pray and listen to God. I was silent and listened to God.

Then all of a sudden, I realized all of these jaw-dropping, eye-opening views are views of God’s creation, especially the view I saw can be under Genesis 9. This was the start of a complete change in perspective of life. The Book of Genesis is not just a story where we learn the basics of Christianity, it should be applicable to our daily lives just as any other Scripture. As 2 Timothy 3:16-17 states that Scripture is breathed out by God, living by Scripture is recognizing God and if you take it to the next level, loving God (Matthew 22:37). Therefore, I challenge you my lovely brothers and sisters to question the perspective you perceive this world. If you have not read the Book of Genesis, start from the first chapter, it is at the very beginning of your Bible! Are you recognizing God’s presence in any scene in this world?